♥ C O M P L E X I T Y ♥ V2

VAINPOT IN ACTION ♥♥♥

2009-06-14T03:44:00.007+08:00

Here, it is always about ME.
You can never get anything else.
What else could you have possible come here for ??
This magnificient place is the sole provider of ME!

Beware, overexposure of ME can cause uncomfortable symptoms.

Symptoms of overexposure include:-
- butterflies fluttering in stomach sensation
- spewing jibberish non-stop
- an adrenaline high
- hangover
- unexplainable laughter
- high amount of fun
- bursts of obscene images in the mind
- unexplainable actions
- overwhelming curiousity
- unjustified clumsy behaviour
- and high occurence rate of random and spontaneous

However, underexposure can also cause symptoms.

Symptoms of underexposure includes:-
- long droughts of laughter
- periods of boredom
- sudden intelligent thoughts
- crying
- suicidal thoughts
- awareness of details and surroundings

If any symptoms arise, feel free to approach ME for a full evaluation and diagnostic.
Then once clarified, proceed to these places to seek treament.
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If none of the symptoms arise, you are still advised to approach ME to get the full proper evaluation.
Then proceed to these vaccine centers to be vaccinated against symptoms.
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However, vaccines are not effective long term wise.
Regular dosage is required.

A LESS POLITE VERSION OF B*TCHY PEOPLE

2009-06-09T19:42:00.002+08:00

You think that you are so smart, hot and popular that everyone gotta love you???

You think that you are awesome that people stick to you???

Pretty people stick to you because well, it makes them feel better and look better…

Not so pretty people stick to you because they get second hand popularity and cuz your horrible attitude makes them look so much more better….

Nobody is gonna like you for who you really are!!!

Live with it BITCHES!!!!!

B*TCHY PEOPLE ♥♥♥

2009-06-09T18:50:00.008+08:00

You all know who you are...
All those "people" out there deluded by the thought that they are even humans at all.
How deluded can you people get???
I mean, does hurting other people's feelings feels that good to you???
You think that you are so "perfect" just because you're superior to them or look better than them???
Well, reality check B*TCHES!!!!
You're such a turn off to every other human everywhere!!!
Sure, you're popular. I mean why not, you're hot, people gravitate towards you.
Shallow advantage-taking people who go to you because well, birds of a feather flock together.
We real people on the other hand at least has a personality!!! Unlike you!!!
Yes, I'm pissed!!!
You go around acting like you're soooooo friendly when in actual fact, you're just shallow and incosiderate!!!
Yes, I am talking about you, you know who you are...
By the way, just because you have superiority over us, doesn't mean you can go around pms-ing on us.
Letting your anger out on us.

To the two most famous B*TCHES out there, you know who you are.
I have a message for you two...
Get the hell out of my face!!!!
Get back on board your mother ship and fly back to Planet Stupid, B*TCHY and Inconsiderate!!!!

Apologies...

2009-06-07T02:11:00.003+08:00

For those who came a-looking....
I am sorry for the lack of updates.
Been very busy lately.
Will update soon.

MY REALLY REALLY LONG NAME ♥♥♥

2009-05-24T01:28:00.004+08:00

Kelly Arabella Kiana Liwai Callia Gillet Eugenia Demidov Christina Duchtius Isabel Mendoza Carla Von Wannemaker Miyoko Kajuji Bridie Connell Kirsty Macduff Leong Chai Ying.

Kelly is my own choice for an English name.

Arabella is my Italian name based on an application on Facebook.

Kiana Liwai is my Hawaiian name based on an application on Facebook.

Callia Gillet is my French name based on an application on Facebook.

Eugenia Demidov is my Russian name based on an application on Facebook.

Christina Duchtius is my Latin name based on an application on Facebook.

Isabel Mendoza is my Spanish name based on an application on Facebook.

Carla Von Wannemaker is my German name based on an application on Facebook.

Miyoko Kajuji is my Japanese name based on an application on Facebook.

Bridie Connell is my Celtic name based on an application on Facebook.

Kirsty Macduff is my Scottish name based on an application on Facebook.

Leong Chai Ying is my ORIGINAL NAME.

I know, my 'so-called' name is a tad-bit long.
Oh well.

THE GOOD IN ALL I SEE ♥♥♥

2009-05-22T08:36:00.009+08:00

What if the world is full of evil?
Could you imagine a world without a single drop of good in it?
What would happen then?
Can you survive? Sure the not-so-good people will definitely survive.
But what about those who are good at heart?
Can they survive a world so full of evil?

First off, you would probably think, this world has no good people.
Its people are not as good as you would want to think.
But think, if the world is only full of evil, there wouldn't be good people left.

Second off, the world is really not that evil.
Cold maybe, but definitely not evil.
Everyone think everyone else is evil.
Why? Why is it that we all choose to believe everyone is out there to get us?
Well-meaning friends jump to conclusions about 'this-guy' from facebook.
Paranoid parents assuming if you step out of the house, you'll get robbed or worse.

So what if the newspapers have at least one crime story published on every page?
How did you think they were going to make money?
Publish a story about the good in people?
Do you want to read a story like that?
No, instead we want to read sensationalised stories about a snatch theft occurence.
I am not denying the fact that yes, there are bad people out there.
But that does not mean there is not a single droplet of good in people.

I personally think that everywhere and everyone has some good in them.
Maybe even criminals have some good in them at some point.
After all, they weren't born to be evil are they?
I do not mean to sound naive but is it so hard to see the good in everything?
If everything you see, you see the bad in them, what would your life be like?
You would be a very negative person.
I used to think that everything is bad and didn't think my life could possibly get worse.
Then, due to some of my friend's influence and the movie 'Secret', I am starting to see the good in everything else.

My advice to myself and to everyone else who needs it is that :
In every situation that seemed bad, horrible, terrible or make you think that this can't get worse,
THINK! Find the good in the situation.
Yes, this means things could get worse but it also means that there is a good in it in some ways.

A personal experience of mine.
I failed one subject in my semester one final exams.
I felt so miserable and scared of what might happen.
I always over-dramatise situations i face in hopes that I would not get over-confident.
But I saw the good in it.
It taught me that I have to study hard if I want to make it.
I also find that as long as I dedicate my time and effort into it, I can do a good job.
And that I should also stop over-dramatising evey situation I face.
I know, I know.
It's just ONE subject. It's easier than many more life's challenges.
But I am a student in my first year, my life revolves around getting good grades.
Therefore, failing ONE subject is horrifying to me.

There is good in everything, everyone, everywhere.
See it as I do.
I believe there is good everywhere.

SECRETS, TRUST, INTIMACY, BALANCE ♥♥♥

2009-05-15T22:43:00.007+08:00

Shuuuuush........ Don't tell anyone.
How deceivable the term 'secret' has been.
We all have secrets.
Bad ones. Good ones. Naughty ones. Innocent ones. Harmless ones.
Kinky ones. Small ones. Big ones.
We all have secrets. To hide it or to not hide it is to the preference of the one carrying the secret.
We are all at liberty to choose whether to discuss or not this volatile subject of secrets.
A secret is as they say something you tell Everyone NOT to tell Anyone.
The bearer of the secret trusts another soul to keep it a secret.
And so everyone becomes the bearer of the secret eventually.
It is a never ending vicious cycle of trust in another that it will remain a secret.
Nevertheless the best way to keep a secret is to seal in the deep confines of one's mind/heart.
And vice-versa, the best way to spread a secret is to entrust another soul with it ?
The statement implies that nobody is to be trusted.
Must humankind be so untrustworthy and the world turn so cold ?
Can we all not agree to keep a secret ?
But what is there left of intimacy is the ones we cosset most refuses to share their secrets with you ?
A balance is to be found in everything.
So, why not in this subject matter ?
A balance between secrets, trust and intimacy ?
Hardly the best way to put it.
We all must keep the secrets we are entrusted with.
We all need to trust another person we are intimate with.
Perhaps we could trust our intimate ones to keep our secrets ?
They too have secrets in which they will disclose when we earn their trust.
Everyone experiences the same thing with such a matter.
We find the balance in secrets and trust with our intimate ones and they shall do the same.
A win-win situation for all.
Hopefully then the world will be a better place.

WISELY SEEN, WISELY FELT, WISELY SPOKEN, WISELY HEARD BUT ALSO WISELY IGNORED ♥♥♥

2009-05-15T02:28:00.009+08:00

A tribute to the experience, a name for mistakes from which lessons are learnt.
Yes. Wisely spoken, and heard but also wisely ignored.
Definitely a very wise component in a human's life but however. . .
An experience comes with an endeavour in which the results varies.
A blunder which holds so much for all.

What we know for sure is that we walk away from such a blunder with a baggage of knowledge.
Whether do we take a peek in that baggage, open and spill out its contents or discard it almost immediately is up to the individual.
Hence, we acknowledge the existence of experience but seldom do we utilise its full benefits.
In fact, we prefer to fumble around blindly until we hit a panic button that tells you to STOP and reflect oneself.
Even then, some may not learn the true meaning of an experience.
An experience is an understanding, familiarity, or know-how of which results from trials and tribulations.
Memory commits itself to such experience but the conscious mind often choose to believe in 'ignorance is bliss'.
Such may be true to few and far situations.

There is always a need to know. The curiosity that exists within.
Such a curious thing has lead man to some of the greatest blunders and also some of the greatest achievements.
It comes with experience.
Whether is it something claimed by oneself or by another.
We can all learn from experience.
Experience is one of the greatest teachers of all.

My Amazing Name ♥♥♥

2009-05-13T00:19:00.005+08:00

Kelly Flora Arabella Leong Chai Ying.

Kelly is my own choice for an English name.

Flora is my Latin name based on an application on Facebook.

Arabella is my Italian name based on an application on Facebook.

Leong Chai Ying is my ORIGINAL NAME.

RIGHT-NESS AND WRONG-NESS ♥♥♥

2009-05-12T21:07:00.000+08:00

What is right and what is wrong. Vague yet profound.
Nobody really truly knows what is the right or wrong thing to do.
The perception or one's views influences the very fabric of righteousness.
The line between Good and Evil is but a very thin and almost invisible one.
Easily can a person cross that line unknowingly.
Dangerous to even contemplate the results of doing what is perceived as wrong by majority.
But who are we to judge what is wrong and right in our humble eyes.
She can see an action as being the right thing to do.
He may see it as the wrong thing to do instead.
What have we come to that we dictate what people should or should not do.
Crimes may be wrong though its reasons may be forgivable.
Nonetheless, still wrong.
So, how do we, humble human beings no more than just creatures walking the Earth while befouling its very beauty, decide what is right and what is wrong?
We may never know. We may never know.

MISTAKES OF AN UNSPOKEN MIND ♥♥♥

2009-05-11T00:56:00.000+08:00

Mistakes they were. I have not realised that what I have done could be so wrong.
Or maybe it was just everything and everyone else.
Perhaps. Afraid I was at what might happen. Though I knew there was barely anything to fear but fear itself.
How I wish I could accept what I had just said. Alas, acceptance is what I cannot command.
Perhaps a wish come true would awaken me from this horrible nightmare I have been half-dead in.
A miracle waiting to happen, a trust waiting to be broken.
Hard as it may seem, all I had to do was to listen?
Was it so simple to just follow and obey to get what I had wanted?
To just understand? I do not believe it is that simple.
I crave for people to understand me, not for them to get something from me.
If i wanted something, I demand it.
Not having it, is merely torture on your part.
Or so i wish could happen. But controlling what happens? Not my thing.
It seems that no matter what I did or said, never seems to be enough for you.
Then, I shall leave it at that.
See you in the next life where I will be your superior.
Count on it, my dear, my love, my dark secret.

Randomas Item de Memorial ♥♥♥

2009-05-06T23:12:00.000+08:00

Attention. It is addictive. It is beautiful. It is an awesome boost to the EGO.
Idiosyncrasy personified. And yet audience was not commanded.
Hard as it may seem, some people make it so easy to garb attention.
However, I find it difficult to even seek an audience from the people i care most about.
Can you not see that? All I ever wanted was for you to see, feel, and hear me out.
A path I have undertaken. So obsolete, the feeling.
Aaahhh~~
Finally, I could get you to look my way. But what do you see me as?
A friend? An enemy? A girly girl? One of the guys?
Entertainment? Annoyance? A good friend? A best friend?
How I wish I knew. But, I do not.
All the animosity that I feel between us.

♥ C O M P L E X I T Y ♥ *V2*